Nihility

buried in our own dreams we forget
how long some wait for that moment of sunset
growing up too fast
that fear of forgetting the past

what we seek is meaningless
what we want is useless
its time to accept nihilty
i bless you with the dark affinity

Until the light takes us

Behind the black room

whats behind this black room??
a path towards moon or just another place to drool
the grayish ceiling so silent,the shabby cupboards so violent
instruments lazing around,things lost and found
getting so high,just another reason to lie
i wish to see this light?
its worth it right???

Revelation

everything falls apart
one weak heart
pity to kill
stones to fill

revelation

Can we see everything

a blind mans visualization
imagination and improvisation

things that are unseen
music and misery
pain and patience

a little boy who cheats
doesnt care if he does good deeds
goes to the temple with his father every morning
can we see everything

A resolution of shame

a thought locked today
a lie smoked away
a call
so small
yet life changing
enslaving
shame

a notification
a war
death
fears
tears
relief
fucking belief

l o t o t o l

l o t o t o l

something is out there
fucking like an animal
something small and precious
something dark and vicious
its skin so wanted
its eyes so haunted


lots of thoughts of thoughts of lots

Stub

There's no heaven and hell.
just a lonely dark sky underneath it where does your savior lie
there is no temple or a holy shrine
just a broken home i grew up in
no saints on the lonely roads we take
only a broken stop sign when u reach the end

her razor sharp tooth
daubed claws
pierce across my body
gore and passion blend
craving for liberty
the blood of dispirited musician has begun to drain
chemical skin bring me new life
exempt my body
all this can only be reached in this
undying trance!

its all a lie

The Blood of the Dispirited musician has begun to drain

The Search Begins

As he walks by the black carpet
strange people cross in peace with half said goodbyes
its fame induced by dark thoughts
its greed with symmetrical black dots

lying on a wicked drunk door
2 5 1 4
believing there he fell
roaring at the infidel

balconies stars
trucks cars
this throbbing pain in his head
so many people still left to be led

fellow friends hear this call
together we gather
to settle
to make a change

TO EVOLVE TO REVOLVE

the search begins tonight
all the past all regrets all victories lost

where is my cup of hemlock